enema-torment

One day I decided to try a enema experience.

I decided to do it in front of a camera since my first enema (and everyone else) because just the idea of see me after (in my video) gave me the strength to resist and hold water and still water, even when I felt an explosion and a great desire to evacuate immediately.

I noticed that I am much more sensitive than others, I feel very much the desire to evacuate, and I can not remain still and quiet, although I try it. Especially at the end, when I am full of much water.

I must take the enema very slowly, otherwise after few seconds I have an irreristibile feeling of contraction to evacuate. It becomes anxiety and anguish, that I can't resist.

Instead I resist and I like the torment...

Sometimes I look at the bottle and see that it is half, but I already feel me full: the torment begins. When I think to feel me bad, and when I think I cannot continue it, I realize that I will be even worse, but I'll accept, again and again ... that's is a tormet.

Many times I watched my videos masturbating me and cumming, thinking about the pain to make it.

My first enema was a test, with only 750ml, because I was afraid of not being able to trattenenere. I did not feel what is really an enema, but I have already experienced the feeling of holding a desire to escape, and a warm liquid go back to the contrary up into the colon, with my body that rebels to it.

I arrived at the maximum of 2750ml, but with many difficulties. My standard size is 2250ml. I did it after a few tests. Anyway, when I have over 2000ml into my colon, I have different feeling, I feel my colon start really dilating like a balloon.

Now I have decided to share it, from my first enema and and all other, in chronological order. Often in the same day I got more enemas.

When I had my first enema, I continue three time (3 enemas) in the same day (I have lost this video).

The sencond day (not the following day, I do it occasionally) I realized 2250 ml.

Stay tuned, videos will uploaded.